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| Well here I am, havent written in such a long time. I have so much to write but dun feel like doin it right now...i'll be back | | |
| To long for love, to love for long, why would this emotion be so wrong?
Just because we're miles away, doesn't mean I don't think about you everyday.
You're in my mind, you're in my thoughts, I cherish the memories that you have brought.
You've made me happy, you've made me cry, for reasons only me and you know why.
A piece of you is instilled in me, I pray for the day when we can be.
Our chats online, our talks on the phone, helped us set our love struck tone.
I need you to know how I feel, when I said "I love you," it was real.
I never felt so complete, It's the best emotion and it can't be beat.
A girl I was til you came by, you opened my heart to give "us" a try.
Now I'm willing to sacrifice, anything and everything and not think twice.
The meaning of this word, you have shown, the word is love, and it has grown.
I am yours, but please be kind, you've won my body, my heart, my mind. | | |
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| I am sitting in the dark outside on the ground. I look up at the sky wondering why. I wonder why he chose me. Wondering why I became a victim, a victim of his love. I wonder why friends just can't be friends but have to be backstabbers instead. And wonderin why satan has chosen me to go through this deep dark hell hole. My life is nothing. I am nothing. Nothing but a toy that has been destroyed. I hate everyone and can't control what I do. I hate the world. Its dark and scary. Who are my friends? I don't know. I live in hell. Its hot and always gets worse. I am so confused. My heart is in pain as I cry out. I cry out in agony hoping some one will hear my call and help me. Why doesn't any one answer me? The world has turned their back to me so I shall turn my back to the world. Fuck all of you!! I hope you die! You are nothing to me. Just something that stands in my way. In my way of vengance. Vengance on those who didn't listen. I hate them. They are evil. Nothing but demons. Demons out to destroy me. Well they will feel the pain I go through some day I will get them back for what they've caused especially HIM. | | | |
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| I'm losing my mind, I have no control. I dunno what to do. He is worse than before. Why doesnt he care? I love him so much and he hates me. Oh why does he hate me so? Oh well I hate him and I hate everyone else too. You all suck! You do nothing but lie and talk about friends behind their backs. Don't you have a soul? Oh thats right of course you don't you're all backstabbers that think you're better than everybody else. Well ur not! In fact you are the lowest ppl ever! Nobody likes you in fact everybody feels sorry for you b/c pretty soon you won't have any friends. Well I dont feel sorry for you. I'm tired of being nice. Everytime I do something to help you take advantage of me. I hate all of you! I hope you all rot in hell after some one slowly cuts into you and watches the blood gush while taking each organ out of you one by one while you're still awake. Then you will feel the pain you put everybody else through. Soon you will get what you have coming to you. | | | |
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| The pain he puts me through |
7/8/2002 |
| I don't know what to do about the pain he puts me through. I'm trapped in a deep dark hole. He has taken my soul. I hate my life and glad I'm not his wife. No one can hear me I'm nothing but a pussy. Why does it hurt? I feel like dirt. Where do I go? I feel so low. I can't run but my time is done. Now its his turn. He must burn. I am done and I must have some fun. So good bye Satan for I am only human. I may be sad but don't feel so bad. Once again good bye and I can't wait until you die. |
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